happy halloween '11

things that are scarier than those floating ladies in white or handsome no-heads or other creepy creatures we see in movies:

disappointment

overthinking

assuming things are gonna patch up with its own when you know it wont

listening to sad music and remembering the person behind its lyrics

not being good enough

getting too attached to people, drifting away and thinking you still have empathy links with eachother, though you're the only one feeling the whole thing

realizing that life isnt really fair

school

showing everybody you dont care when its really bothering you inside.

feeling numb and truly not giving a damn about problems

realizing reality and still holding into fantasy

that without all these fear, im not human and im incapable of feeling other things


-geianne