Aside from the fact that i dont know what to type, its kinda useless for me to jut down descriptions of myself since just like you, i also undergo with this thing called change. If you happen to dislike me, here are 10 things to put in mind that you might find useful in case you want me to play hostage willingly:
1. Spell my nick name correctly. It’s G E I A N N E. I just simply cannot fathom the immensity of annoyance I feel when someone doesn’t know how to spell it right. Let this serve as a warning if you don’t want yourself confined in a hospital.
2. Not until next year, do not attempt to chill in some club’s parking lot hoping to catch me there cause dude, I’m still turning 17 this June. Barely legal.
3. Do not hire an ice cream truck to pull outside my house either. As much I really love the stuff, I always depend on my parents for money. And you know how parents are.
4. I beg you not to imitate Edward Cullen or pretend you’re one of his spawns. I don’t find it romantic when a dude would suddenly suck all the Type O blood out of me. Unless you’re Damon Salvatore.
5. Pretend to be a client who sells infinite numbers of novels. Then let’s see if you’re acting skills wouldn’t fail you.
6. As a part of being a book dealer, you must love Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Mortal Instruments, Hunger Games, Guild Hunters Series, and medieval dramas with the involvement of love craps.
7. Food fascinates me. Always have them with you.
8. Qualification for a capturer: a hot dude with a British accent and brain-freezing wits.
9. I happen to believe in God and the power of man’s self-conscience. I’d be more willing if you agree with me on this one.
10. If tips one to nine didn’t work, do them again in the next fifty years or so.
-geianne
30 May 2011
how was glitchland?
welcome home! i missed you bloggy! you're payback was real good this time huh? not functioning well after i logged myself in for like a hundred times until now? impressive. im not gonna let this abandoning thing to happen again though. its not a fair fight for me. anyways, when you were enjoying your summer vacation in glitchland, i made an entry post in tumblr instead. here's the link: http://geianne.tumblr.com/post/5931145234
-geianne
-geianne
25 May 2011
just happy
today, a friend shared me a very eventful moment in his life. now we're not going to talk about what he told me, BUT we will discuss of how i am currently feeling.
you know what? i feel very blessed and happy. its the kind of happiness you feel not because you've done something for yourself but simply because you love seeing your friends happy. i must say it was one of the best facebook conversation i ever had. i am honored that somehow he trusted to tell me all about it because he just simply felt like it.
the joy i had was so dominant that i laughed, and almost cried, during the whole conversation. and i did look like a fool while doing that infront of my laptop screen. but i didnt feel like one. cause somehow, feeling genuine happiness for others is one of the best feelings that a human being could experience in his existence.
xoxo-geianne
you know what? i feel very blessed and happy. its the kind of happiness you feel not because you've done something for yourself but simply because you love seeing your friends happy. i must say it was one of the best facebook conversation i ever had. i am honored that somehow he trusted to tell me all about it because he just simply felt like it.
the joy i had was so dominant that i laughed, and almost cried, during the whole conversation. and i did look like a fool while doing that infront of my laptop screen. but i didnt feel like one. cause somehow, feeling genuine happiness for others is one of the best feelings that a human being could experience in his existence.
xoxo-geianne
21 May 2011
15 May 2011
it was nothing but a terrible joke
though me myself doesnt find it funny. just please pretend to believe that it was. thank you
-geianne
-geianne
blogging the pain away
its summer now. halfway through it even, and i still cant get you off in my mind. this rambling would sound really mushy, i know, but for now, just pls, let me be. i know it wouldnt change anything but yea, let me be.
you know that kind of saying that states "the one you wasnt able to have is the one which is the hardest to let go"? i guess its plain truth. though im kind of unsure about it since you know i havent been in a relationship in my sixteen years of existence, thank you very much for reminding me that. that's what i thought so considering you had this full force impact that could sweep my feet away and you're the one who could break and make my day.
sounds like crap. for now im gonna shrug my humility off my prideful shoulders. for now i wanna feel careless and free. just for now.
i know ive been lying when i told myself i wasnt expecting you to think of me even just for a second. i know i wish that even a bit you'd return me the favor. i wanna say im not expecting anymore but i cant say that again. cause i know a bit of me, maybe 0.1% of me is still expecting. that's the main reason why im writing this. cause maybe, just maybe, if im able to talk it up and let it pour, it'll fade away. chances are thin but lets give it a shot anyway. just a wishful thinking.
how was i able to come up with this? how could i not? you stay on my mind every millisecond. the real question is, how did i find the courage to spill it?
i woke up this morning with nothing but hurt lurking in my hypothalamus. i had a dream last night. it was the most usual of 'em all; weird weird series of events but only one thing stuck on my memory when i fluttered my eyes open. it was when i enter a movie room (i dont know why i even got there) and then the first thing that registered into my mind was that you were. with her, happily playing her hair, twirling it on her fingers in a manner that i never thought you'd be able to execute infront of the public. i know you wouldnt, but you did. i know you. or atleast i thought i do, taking the fact that i've seen you grow as a friend. back with my dream, i knew my eyes widened. even wider than the fact that my eyeballs are already wide. and you know what i did? the usual. i ignored everything, i walked off and moved into a row of empty seats trying to imaginably sulk in silence. it felt real and my actions felt typical. i always do that. mourn in my head whenever i feel this feeling of awkwardness, and stay silent for a while, trying to pull on my "okay mask" on. and your reaction when i saw both of your figures? you both just stared at me while you continue twirling on her hair, innocently sitting from her with legit distance. and in her eyes i see satisfaction with mixture of curiosity for my next move. i never showed i lose ofcourse. though i know im not on the winning team, i somehow do basic math and pull everything like nothing happened. again, so typical. thats what i always do. that when people think im gonna put a fight in it, i never would. i think it'll be just a form of entertainment for them. and im no clown to put some fun. i just strike when i feel like it. when everything seems unexpected, that's when i hit it.
you know what's the most unusual of it all? in my dream i mean? i didnt consider it as a nightmare though the hurt was there when i woke from my sleep. though i know i have no right to feel it. cause you see, in everybody's eyes, or in her eyes, or even in mine, i never was the first. she was. though you two never claimed each other i knew you had something for her. and i know she has this major big something for you too, until now. she never hid it. she'd do anything to have you, while im here sitting, waiting for the mixed signals. ofcourse there had been some. i know that somehow i havent been alone with what im feeling. unless ive been hallucinating and misinterpreting your actions all along. tell me. cause i fear i am capable of doing both. i know my friends kept telling me she had no right of claiming you, but, do i? i couldnt find myself worthy of it also. the same reason why im not pushing it. but you know what? i'll tell you a little secret. i almost felt certain about it. felt very certain like a baseball player hitting home run. that prom night when you asked me to dance with you, though i know i am much boring to be with, you still did, and i saw her staggering eyes on me, stabbing me like knife. id be an impostor if id say i didnt enjoy that moment. oh yes i did. very much enjoyed it that fear crept up on me and made me realize i wasnt worthy of it at all. that she was. i never did anything for you. she did. and yet somehow here i am, admitting i felt pain. i know. such a shame i never went what she'd been through. just to be able to have you. or were you just using me for her to get jealous? or was it because my actions are obvious and you feel mercy for me? i would never know.
but nevertheless, on the outside i portrayed i won. but inside, i know i didnt. im not into games like this. i suck at playing. that's why i fell. though that's whats been what i am doing to be around you sometimes. i try to play. desperate huh? but im playing cool--you dont know how much im depriving myself just to play cool. to act like i dont wanna chase you. just cause of the fact that i dont wanna be like her. that im not gonna chase off some boy because i felt like it. that's what im trying to prove myself. but i know im failing. you're the only one who isnt.
hey stop feeling so proud, you're not the only guy who made me feel this way, there had been someone in my past, though i considered him just a friend the moment my feelings for you popped out of street nowhere. i fell for him twice. the old one i mean. he's stupid. but he understood. you have brains, you're just playing dumb to not clarify it. yea, the other guy, we're currently friends. though i catch moments that i feel like im having fun with him, but being flirty's his nature. i never knew of what he's capable of. capable of making you fall without any warning of diving off the cliff. but i know he's into another. he tells me so. and i told him too, about you. we just laugh it off every single time. that's all we can do. wait. or that's what i do. he's a guy, he makes his move towards some girl. that's his advantage, he can claim. i cannot. im a girl. and you're being a twat.
but then again i thank you for being a twat. cause i dont know how to take what you shouldve said anyway. or what i thought you should say. after it, what then? dont get me wrong. i like like like you. im not pushing you off, but what? (now this is the part of me that assumes you feel something for yours truly)
let's go on to the dominant part of the pie graph, the part where you dont feel the same.
you know a friend called. we were supposed to see you one last time this summer. in a surprsing manner. but opportunity took itself away. the only thing i have is serendipity, to accept what i couldnt change. and i know this will never change. not until you have the guts to tell me whether you duplicate my feelings or not.
seriously, im trying to forget you, but you being an ignorant hoe who doesnt seem to read my typhoon-like mind, keeps on unexpectedly popping on my cellphone screen. but i dont expect you to get what i think either. and with that, i couldnt not reply. so much for playing it cool. but really, this time, im. trying. to. forget. you; to change what i feel. im trying.
unless you say something.
so speak.
-geianne
you know that kind of saying that states "the one you wasnt able to have is the one which is the hardest to let go"? i guess its plain truth. though im kind of unsure about it since you know i havent been in a relationship in my sixteen years of existence, thank you very much for reminding me that. that's what i thought so considering you had this full force impact that could sweep my feet away and you're the one who could break and make my day.
sounds like crap. for now im gonna shrug my humility off my prideful shoulders. for now i wanna feel careless and free. just for now.
i know ive been lying when i told myself i wasnt expecting you to think of me even just for a second. i know i wish that even a bit you'd return me the favor. i wanna say im not expecting anymore but i cant say that again. cause i know a bit of me, maybe 0.1% of me is still expecting. that's the main reason why im writing this. cause maybe, just maybe, if im able to talk it up and let it pour, it'll fade away. chances are thin but lets give it a shot anyway. just a wishful thinking.
how was i able to come up with this? how could i not? you stay on my mind every millisecond. the real question is, how did i find the courage to spill it?
i woke up this morning with nothing but hurt lurking in my hypothalamus. i had a dream last night. it was the most usual of 'em all; weird weird series of events but only one thing stuck on my memory when i fluttered my eyes open. it was when i enter a movie room (i dont know why i even got there) and then the first thing that registered into my mind was that you were. with her, happily playing her hair, twirling it on her fingers in a manner that i never thought you'd be able to execute infront of the public. i know you wouldnt, but you did. i know you. or atleast i thought i do, taking the fact that i've seen you grow as a friend. back with my dream, i knew my eyes widened. even wider than the fact that my eyeballs are already wide. and you know what i did? the usual. i ignored everything, i walked off and moved into a row of empty seats trying to imaginably sulk in silence. it felt real and my actions felt typical. i always do that. mourn in my head whenever i feel this feeling of awkwardness, and stay silent for a while, trying to pull on my "okay mask" on. and your reaction when i saw both of your figures? you both just stared at me while you continue twirling on her hair, innocently sitting from her with legit distance. and in her eyes i see satisfaction with mixture of curiosity for my next move. i never showed i lose ofcourse. though i know im not on the winning team, i somehow do basic math and pull everything like nothing happened. again, so typical. thats what i always do. that when people think im gonna put a fight in it, i never would. i think it'll be just a form of entertainment for them. and im no clown to put some fun. i just strike when i feel like it. when everything seems unexpected, that's when i hit it.
you know what's the most unusual of it all? in my dream i mean? i didnt consider it as a nightmare though the hurt was there when i woke from my sleep. though i know i have no right to feel it. cause you see, in everybody's eyes, or in her eyes, or even in mine, i never was the first. she was. though you two never claimed each other i knew you had something for her. and i know she has this major big something for you too, until now. she never hid it. she'd do anything to have you, while im here sitting, waiting for the mixed signals. ofcourse there had been some. i know that somehow i havent been alone with what im feeling. unless ive been hallucinating and misinterpreting your actions all along. tell me. cause i fear i am capable of doing both. i know my friends kept telling me she had no right of claiming you, but, do i? i couldnt find myself worthy of it also. the same reason why im not pushing it. but you know what? i'll tell you a little secret. i almost felt certain about it. felt very certain like a baseball player hitting home run. that prom night when you asked me to dance with you, though i know i am much boring to be with, you still did, and i saw her staggering eyes on me, stabbing me like knife. id be an impostor if id say i didnt enjoy that moment. oh yes i did. very much enjoyed it that fear crept up on me and made me realize i wasnt worthy of it at all. that she was. i never did anything for you. she did. and yet somehow here i am, admitting i felt pain. i know. such a shame i never went what she'd been through. just to be able to have you. or were you just using me for her to get jealous? or was it because my actions are obvious and you feel mercy for me? i would never know.
but nevertheless, on the outside i portrayed i won. but inside, i know i didnt. im not into games like this. i suck at playing. that's why i fell. though that's whats been what i am doing to be around you sometimes. i try to play. desperate huh? but im playing cool--you dont know how much im depriving myself just to play cool. to act like i dont wanna chase you. just cause of the fact that i dont wanna be like her. that im not gonna chase off some boy because i felt like it. that's what im trying to prove myself. but i know im failing. you're the only one who isnt.
hey stop feeling so proud, you're not the only guy who made me feel this way, there had been someone in my past, though i considered him just a friend the moment my feelings for you popped out of street nowhere. i fell for him twice. the old one i mean. he's stupid. but he understood. you have brains, you're just playing dumb to not clarify it. yea, the other guy, we're currently friends. though i catch moments that i feel like im having fun with him, but being flirty's his nature. i never knew of what he's capable of. capable of making you fall without any warning of diving off the cliff. but i know he's into another. he tells me so. and i told him too, about you. we just laugh it off every single time. that's all we can do. wait. or that's what i do. he's a guy, he makes his move towards some girl. that's his advantage, he can claim. i cannot. im a girl. and you're being a twat.
but then again i thank you for being a twat. cause i dont know how to take what you shouldve said anyway. or what i thought you should say. after it, what then? dont get me wrong. i like like like you. im not pushing you off, but what? (now this is the part of me that assumes you feel something for yours truly)
let's go on to the dominant part of the pie graph, the part where you dont feel the same.
you know a friend called. we were supposed to see you one last time this summer. in a surprsing manner. but opportunity took itself away. the only thing i have is serendipity, to accept what i couldnt change. and i know this will never change. not until you have the guts to tell me whether you duplicate my feelings or not.
seriously, im trying to forget you, but you being an ignorant hoe who doesnt seem to read my typhoon-like mind, keeps on unexpectedly popping on my cellphone screen. but i dont expect you to get what i think either. and with that, i couldnt not reply. so much for playing it cool. but really, this time, im. trying. to. forget. you; to change what i feel. im trying.
unless you say something.
so speak.
-geianne
12 May 2011
a great progress in less than a week
May 8. bad weather. airplane. cebu. pension house. Metro. sleep. May 9. university of san carlos. fashion dude. entrance exam. SM stroll. National bookstore - Angel's Blood. movie theatre; Thor. old friend. moms' chitchat moments. a walk with lovers. sleep. may 10. results. english capacity: superior. math: below average. IQ: average. decisions. accountancy. Kim Magallanes. enrollment. the apartment. loud talks. Ayala. trick at a fastfood chain. fully booked - PJO: Last Olympian. taxi moments. sleep. May 11. apartment. deal. SM again. SO FAB! gray doll shoes. floral belts. owl rings. Mags shoes. Roasted Pork. Crappy port policies. ship's bed placement's dilemmas. free food. story telling with mom. Class A transfer. book reading. May 12. loud snores. uneasy sleep. the ocean view. home.
-geianne
-geianne
06 May 2011
04 May 2011
a seelie omegle conversation
Stranger: hey
You: holla
You: are you typing a novel?
Stranger: no
Stranger: holla holla get dolla
Stranger: to you too
You: :D
You: dude im a chick. are you?
Stranger: im not, not even the spring kind
You: are you cleverbot?
You: O.o
Stranger: whats a clevebot? any relation toa wizard?
You: yes. its like the smartest chatmate you can ever have. but also the dumbest. its a robot
You: robot chatmate
Stranger: so can only do preconceived things
You: dont u have any of those in mars?
Stranger: wasnt it supposed to be the moon?
Stranger: am a bit behind my times perhaps
You: you're from the moon?
Stranger: should set sights to mars
You: is it great there?
Stranger: kinda lonely
Stranger: heres hoping i can get back home before 1000 years are up
You: are you 56000 years old?
Stranger: dont think so
Stranger: but cant remember when i was a kid either so
You: lol i like you. i like people from the moon. they can understand me.
Stranger: well
Stranger: theyre fickle sometimes
Stranger: depending on the phase of the moon
You: im starting to think im also from the moon and that i was adopted.
You: cool
You: dude, do you have twitter?
Stranger: dont use
You: oh.
Stranger: heh the whole phase of moon and being from it, kinda ties to the world of the faeries, seelie vs unseelie
Stranger: normal side and the dark side of the moon and all
Stranger: you could be a changeling :)
Stranger: who knows
You: well my mother told me about seelie stuffs when i was young. she was like "you're so seelie"
You: and then you came up
You: telling me about seelie things
Stranger: heh
You: this couldnt be just seelie coincidences
Stranger: am i the moon you? switched at birth?
You: there must be something seelie behind this.
You: who knows
Stranger: better that than the other option
You: you've been a thousand years old.
You: im just half of your age
You: 500
Stranger: right
Stranger: did mention the 1k as a part of multiple choice past but yeah
You: yea
You: so what's your earth age sir?
Stranger: im 28 of your earth years
You: oh coool.
Stranger: but might look younger :p
You: im apparently 12 yrs younger.
Stranger: the best of times, the worst of times :)
You: how come 16 yrs old boys isnt as interested talking about moon and seelie stuffs?
Stranger: at least thats how i recall those days
You: they're an interesting topic you know.
Stranger: yeah but one i lack deep understanding of. and well
Stranger: my understanding comes more from white wolf than mythology ...
Stranger: even though they do share certain similarities
You: must be a lot of testerone blocking the righteous amount of sanity.
Stranger: social expectations? also locality issue perhaps
Stranger: did read about witchcraft and vampires at your age.
You: yes. boys here from shadowhunter land on think of those seelie computer games
Stranger: hmm shadowhunter... dont think gabriel would be too kind to faeries either :) at least if theyd make a game about it
You: and they keep on peeking ladies wearing nothing but banana leaves inside a cerial box
Stranger: oh but the female form can be quite aesthetic, at least to the male gaze
You: oh. but i thought virtual games like poking sticks in a machine called computer is what they're interested at
Stranger: or you meant the boys wearing only a leaf hidden inside some camera obscura?
You: no no no, you got the first idea correct
Stranger: might still prefer the whimsy of my second version
You: sir, im possibly thinking that since you know all this stuff (and nothing but the bad bad valentine only know about it) im starting to think you're the one whp stole the mortal cup
You: owww you like boys in banana leaves?
Stranger: would think id know more about it if that were the case
Stranger: not really no, just in the sense that its a crazy idea
Stranger: making a big box to capture images and hiding inside it
You: oh.
Stranger: hmm which wouldnt be that different from our brains actually
Stranger: covered only by thin veil of civility and codes of conduct and all
Stranger: inside our image capturing device...
Stranger: hmm
You: well that wouldnt have been a problem though cos i like people who peek through boxes. i dont mind what kind of specie they're watching though
Stranger: too bad the resolution of my brainbox images is kinda low, or at leat it deteoriates fast
Stranger: ugh and now my leap of logic led me to mi-go brain case...
You: me too. i keep on forgetting a lot somehow.
You: there must be this weird involvement of those seelie stuffs
Stranger: seelie or some other force
You: i prefer seelie. the "some other force" part seem kinda unknown and unknown things are scary
Stranger: yah but theyd usually be even more scarier of wed know of em
Stranger: there are things man was not meant to know and all
You: yes. true
You: in fact id rather not no something that could hurt me.
Stranger: "We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far."
You: *know
You: im going to tweet what you said.
Stranger: (another early influence, hpl)
You: you are a very smart stranger.
Stranger: you live and learn, think youre going to be pretty smart too when youre my age
You: aww thank you sir.
You: you see its not that frequent to meet people like you here in omegle
Stranger: heh and now cant help but think you as doyle to my lovecraft....
Stranger: (sorry)
Stranger: the mind works in mysterious ways
You: true
You: but they tend to be curious though.
You: they ask stuffs like "hey u horny?"
You: lol
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: and well, people use omegle for different things
You: but i'll give them credit for that. at least they ask.
Stranger: what they need most i think?
You: asking is the start of knowing something
Stranger: many ways of asking though
You: they need horny?
Stranger: some avenues close the stream of knowledge quite early
Stranger: need release, more like it
You: now he/she must really be someone important
Stranger: and dont know any better way of obtaining it?
You: they've been looking for this "horny" person fopr ages
You: true.
Stranger: well
Stranger: horny as in old morningstar?
Stranger: perhaps
You: lol
Stranger: waiting to be iniated into the deeper mysteries
You: check.
Stranger: yeah
You: what does a doyle mean?
Stranger: was a reference to arthur conan doyle
You: and he is..
Stranger: who was quite fond of the photographic evidence of faeries in his time
You: ?
Stranger: a writer
Stranger: author of sherlock holmes
You: ow that's interesting.
You: wow.
Stranger: well the photos were obvious fakes but he believed in em
You: i like faeries and stuff. i must search for this person
Stranger: dont think he wrote much about em, was more an anecdote or something
Stranger: but sherlock holmes short stories are entertaining enough
You: and i use the "shit sherlock" curse a lot.
You: i havent read a sherlock story though
You: and i havent seen the movies
You: yea i pretty much suck with that.
Stranger: or older tv-series... think theyve made one
Stranger: read gaiman?
Stranger: study in emerald comes to mind
You: nope havent heard of it though
Stranger: of course would get more out of it if your read study in scarlet (doyle) first
Stranger: seemed like a person who might enjoy his works
You: study in scarlet? what about it?
Stranger: oh just that scarlet and emerald are related
You: what's the story?
Stranger: kind of
You: ow those gems you mean
Stranger: think it was the first holmes story
Stranger: not entirely sure. but yeah
You: very interesting.
You: well sir i gotta hop off now. my mom seems to be yelling about stuffs that my ear cannot interpret well
Stranger: :)
Stranger: well you go on have fun and be well
Stranger: was nice talking to you
You: im possibly thinking that it'll be about those seelie stuffs
You: thank you :)
Stranger: it very well might be
You: it was nice meeting to you too
You: :)
Stranger: this river of knowledge might lead you somewhere some day, who knows
Stranger: at least something to think about
You: thank you :)
You: same goes for you..
Stranger: it is possible yes
You: yes ofcourse :)
You: well i gotta hop off now mr.braindude
Stranger: ha
You: :D
Stranger: youre wordgirl now?
You: wordgirl ?
You: what?
You: hahaha
Stranger: cos mr braindude sounds about a villain in that show
You: really? gosh i didnt know lol
Stranger: a tv show only familiar to me through tvtropes
Stranger: so mostly my own interpretation
You: nawwww. you're mr.braindude cos you seem really into intelligence and knowledge and those seelie stuffs
Stranger: like i said not as knowledgeable about those as you, so my mind interprets stuff through different lens
You: lol true
You: see ya around omegle land mr. braindude
Stranger: sure thing
You: :)
You: holla
You: are you typing a novel?
Stranger: no
Stranger: holla holla get dolla
Stranger: to you too
You: :D
You: dude im a chick. are you?
Stranger: im not, not even the spring kind
You: are you cleverbot?
You: O.o
Stranger: whats a clevebot? any relation toa wizard?
You: yes. its like the smartest chatmate you can ever have. but also the dumbest. its a robot
You: robot chatmate
Stranger: so can only do preconceived things
You: dont u have any of those in mars?
Stranger: wasnt it supposed to be the moon?
Stranger: am a bit behind my times perhaps
You: you're from the moon?
Stranger: should set sights to mars
You: is it great there?
Stranger: kinda lonely
Stranger: heres hoping i can get back home before 1000 years are up
You: are you 56000 years old?
Stranger: dont think so
Stranger: but cant remember when i was a kid either so
You: lol i like you. i like people from the moon. they can understand me.
Stranger: well
Stranger: theyre fickle sometimes
Stranger: depending on the phase of the moon
You: im starting to think im also from the moon and that i was adopted.
You: cool
You: dude, do you have twitter?
Stranger: dont use
You: oh.
Stranger: heh the whole phase of moon and being from it, kinda ties to the world of the faeries, seelie vs unseelie
Stranger: normal side and the dark side of the moon and all
Stranger: you could be a changeling :)
Stranger: who knows
You: well my mother told me about seelie stuffs when i was young. she was like "you're so seelie"
You: and then you came up
You: telling me about seelie things
Stranger: heh
You: this couldnt be just seelie coincidences
Stranger: am i the moon you? switched at birth?
You: there must be something seelie behind this.
You: who knows
Stranger: better that than the other option
You: you've been a thousand years old.
You: im just half of your age
You: 500
Stranger: right
Stranger: did mention the 1k as a part of multiple choice past but yeah
You: yea
You: so what's your earth age sir?
Stranger: im 28 of your earth years
You: oh coool.
Stranger: but might look younger :p
You: im apparently 12 yrs younger.
Stranger: the best of times, the worst of times :)
You: how come 16 yrs old boys isnt as interested talking about moon and seelie stuffs?
Stranger: at least thats how i recall those days
You: they're an interesting topic you know.
Stranger: yeah but one i lack deep understanding of. and well
Stranger: my understanding comes more from white wolf than mythology ...
Stranger: even though they do share certain similarities
You: must be a lot of testerone blocking the righteous amount of sanity.
Stranger: social expectations? also locality issue perhaps
Stranger: did read about witchcraft and vampires at your age.
You: yes. boys here from shadowhunter land on think of those seelie computer games
Stranger: hmm shadowhunter... dont think gabriel would be too kind to faeries either :) at least if theyd make a game about it
You: and they keep on peeking ladies wearing nothing but banana leaves inside a cerial box
Stranger: oh but the female form can be quite aesthetic, at least to the male gaze
You: oh. but i thought virtual games like poking sticks in a machine called computer is what they're interested at
Stranger: or you meant the boys wearing only a leaf hidden inside some camera obscura?
You: no no no, you got the first idea correct
Stranger: might still prefer the whimsy of my second version
You: sir, im possibly thinking that since you know all this stuff (and nothing but the bad bad valentine only know about it) im starting to think you're the one whp stole the mortal cup
You: owww you like boys in banana leaves?
Stranger: would think id know more about it if that were the case
Stranger: not really no, just in the sense that its a crazy idea
Stranger: making a big box to capture images and hiding inside it
You: oh.
Stranger: hmm which wouldnt be that different from our brains actually
Stranger: covered only by thin veil of civility and codes of conduct and all
Stranger: inside our image capturing device...
Stranger: hmm
You: well that wouldnt have been a problem though cos i like people who peek through boxes. i dont mind what kind of specie they're watching though
Stranger: too bad the resolution of my brainbox images is kinda low, or at leat it deteoriates fast
Stranger: ugh and now my leap of logic led me to mi-go brain case...
You: me too. i keep on forgetting a lot somehow.
You: there must be this weird involvement of those seelie stuffs
Stranger: seelie or some other force
You: i prefer seelie. the "some other force" part seem kinda unknown and unknown things are scary
Stranger: yah but theyd usually be even more scarier of wed know of em
Stranger: there are things man was not meant to know and all
You: yes. true
You: in fact id rather not no something that could hurt me.
Stranger: "We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far."
You: *know
You: im going to tweet what you said.
Stranger: (another early influence, hpl)
You: you are a very smart stranger.
Stranger: you live and learn, think youre going to be pretty smart too when youre my age
You: aww thank you sir.
You: you see its not that frequent to meet people like you here in omegle
Stranger: heh and now cant help but think you as doyle to my lovecraft....
Stranger: (sorry)
Stranger: the mind works in mysterious ways
You: true
You: but they tend to be curious though.
You: they ask stuffs like "hey u horny?"
You: lol
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: and well, people use omegle for different things
You: but i'll give them credit for that. at least they ask.
Stranger: what they need most i think?
You: asking is the start of knowing something
Stranger: many ways of asking though
You: they need horny?
Stranger: some avenues close the stream of knowledge quite early
Stranger: need release, more like it
You: now he/she must really be someone important
Stranger: and dont know any better way of obtaining it?
You: they've been looking for this "horny" person fopr ages
You: true.
Stranger: well
Stranger: horny as in old morningstar?
Stranger: perhaps
You: lol
Stranger: waiting to be iniated into the deeper mysteries
You: check.
Stranger: yeah
You: what does a doyle mean?
Stranger: was a reference to arthur conan doyle
You: and he is..
Stranger: who was quite fond of the photographic evidence of faeries in his time
You: ?
Stranger: a writer
Stranger: author of sherlock holmes
You: ow that's interesting.
You: wow.
Stranger: well the photos were obvious fakes but he believed in em
You: i like faeries and stuff. i must search for this person
Stranger: dont think he wrote much about em, was more an anecdote or something
Stranger: but sherlock holmes short stories are entertaining enough
You: and i use the "shit sherlock" curse a lot.
You: i havent read a sherlock story though
You: and i havent seen the movies
You: yea i pretty much suck with that.
Stranger: or older tv-series... think theyve made one
Stranger: read gaiman?
Stranger: study in emerald comes to mind
You: nope havent heard of it though
Stranger: of course would get more out of it if your read study in scarlet (doyle) first
Stranger: seemed like a person who might enjoy his works
You: study in scarlet? what about it?
Stranger: oh just that scarlet and emerald are related
You: what's the story?
Stranger: kind of
You: ow those gems you mean
Stranger: think it was the first holmes story
Stranger: not entirely sure. but yeah
You: very interesting.
You: well sir i gotta hop off now. my mom seems to be yelling about stuffs that my ear cannot interpret well
Stranger: :)
Stranger: well you go on have fun and be well
Stranger: was nice talking to you
You: im possibly thinking that it'll be about those seelie stuffs
You: thank you :)
Stranger: it very well might be
You: it was nice meeting to you too
You: :)
Stranger: this river of knowledge might lead you somewhere some day, who knows
Stranger: at least something to think about
You: thank you :)
You: same goes for you..
Stranger: it is possible yes
You: yes ofcourse :)
You: well i gotta hop off now mr.braindude
Stranger: ha
You: :D
Stranger: youre wordgirl now?
You: wordgirl ?
You: what?
You: hahaha
Stranger: cos mr braindude sounds about a villain in that show
You: really? gosh i didnt know lol
Stranger: a tv show only familiar to me through tvtropes
Stranger: so mostly my own interpretation
You: nawwww. you're mr.braindude cos you seem really into intelligence and knowledge and those seelie stuffs
Stranger: like i said not as knowledgeable about those as you, so my mind interprets stuff through different lens
You: lol true
You: see ya around omegle land mr. braindude
Stranger: sure thing
You: :)
01 May 2011
what the wedding of the century made me realize
nope i wasnt invited. lol where'd you get that thought?
anyway, the whole world drooled as prince william of wales and ordinary girl kate middleton exchanged vows at westminster abbey on april 29 2011. the whole wedding was simple yet very very elegant. afterall, it was royal. the groom and the royal family was indeed very highly respected especially with there labels with the news notifying "the woman who just got out of the car was princess whoever of wherever". it actually made me feel like having the dream of marrying a prince all over again. i mean i was very fascinated of the idea that somehow modern monarchy fairytale exists. no ofcourse i wont budge with william since he's already tied but i got my eyes on harry. i mean really. i wasnt able to watch the coverage on television but i was able to look on some videos on yahoo and gifs on tumblr. somehow i find him funny and witty and all that. and then ofcourse, i stalked him. in google and wikipedia. i was shocked to find out that that he entered military and whoa. i thought a prince is all "do this and do that". its just so asdfdfsdfdsfd!
so yea, im relieving my dream as a princess, again. anyways, here are some pictures from the wedding.
plus a funny video
-princess geianne
anyway, the whole world drooled as prince william of wales and ordinary girl kate middleton exchanged vows at westminster abbey on april 29 2011. the whole wedding was simple yet very very elegant. afterall, it was royal. the groom and the royal family was indeed very highly respected especially with there labels with the news notifying "the woman who just got out of the car was princess whoever of wherever". it actually made me feel like having the dream of marrying a prince all over again. i mean i was very fascinated of the idea that somehow modern monarchy fairytale exists. no ofcourse i wont budge with william since he's already tied but i got my eyes on harry. i mean really. i wasnt able to watch the coverage on television but i was able to look on some videos on yahoo and gifs on tumblr. somehow i find him funny and witty and all that. and then ofcourse, i stalked him. in google and wikipedia. i was shocked to find out that that he entered military and whoa. i thought a prince is all "do this and do that". its just so asdfdfsdfdsfd!
so yea, im relieving my dream as a princess, again. anyways, here are some pictures from the wedding.
plus a funny video
-princess geianne
