my thoughts after watching Dear John

sometimes i wonder if i could ever be in a love story like everybody else has been currently in to.

sometimes i wonder if the most mundane things ive seen in true to life romances would feel surreal when it would happen to me.

or if there is somebody out there for me, also wandering alone, or perhaps, still clinging with the wrong girl.

or if he's yet to come.

or if i never gave him a chance.

sometimes i wonder if somebody would ever chase me. i always imagined that there'd be one, someday. but thinking about it, weighing the probability of how many guys are willing to take the risk and not seeing it as a burden, i think nadda.

or if somebody could make me move from my seat to make me chase him.

or if id still be that girl who keeps her cool and would chase no one.

or if i would experience these all.


-geianne