christmas 2012

before the clock struck 12 midnight, which was the exact cue for Christmas eve, i was at granny's place with the family, going through the normal noche buena preparation.

at 7:30pm we all slouched in the living room to relax a bit after all the cooking and baking we've all done. papa, not being able to attend their company's chrsitmas party (due to his boss unnecessary christmas cruelty) was a bit gloomy, but mom and tita joked around him teasing how he wasnt thankful to join us again for chrsitmas after lotsa years made the sitch lighter. thank goodness for the nonstiffy atmosphere.

by 8 something we dressed up for church and got ourselves in the shrine all good lookin by 9:00pm.

at 10:15ish, we got home and while in the commotion of tidying ourselves for picture taking, dad called and asked about the Christmas gift i told him in facebook. still going to make a proposal about it so im not sure whether he'd approve but lets just cross our fingers.

so the call ended and we took pictures, and we changed clothes and i did the cooking of the chicken by 11:15-ish.

also, mama did the christmas prayer for almost 15 minutes and it was 5 minutes before 12 when she finished it. it was exactly when i was done with the cooking so we started to dig in. because my mom and aunt were waiting for the christmas countdown in the radio, which the radio station didnt execute, we peacefully paused in eating our food when we saw the clock hit 12, and greeted each other and gave each other a kiss and ate again. tafter, i greeted a=the people in twitter while the family chatted over the food. they also had a video convo with some of our relatives and we finally had our slumber at 3am-ish.

though our christmas was nothing fancy, i was glad i was still able to spend it with my family..

mom and i being all vain.

pics with fam

Merry Christmas, bloggy!

-geianne

24th of december

so obviously, the world did not end 4 days ago, December 21, 2012, which the Mayan people had predicted, cause somehow im still typing this update. but then again, there could also be certain possibilities that i may not be able to make this post right now cause i maybe overly busy or that something terrible had happened other than the 'end of the world' theory but hey, to the good grace that  led me and had me writing this, let's thank God for it... for placing me back safely in my lil hometown for the holidays after the stressful almost-no-sleep pre-mid week and all the pre-christmas parties back in the big city!

everybody's already busy in my granny's house, preparing food for the noche buena but im sneaking to use my laptop and blab about my emotions. though im quite positive that i may not be able to get the thing i wished the most this Christmas eve, which makes me a bit sad and gloomy, im still thankful im here with my family, and to be able to eat proper food later tonight. btw, my mom's currently shouting at me, letting me hop to the other house to cook spaghetti. urgh, i know. well, its good to be back home!

me being vain the afternoon before christmas eve

-geianne

superb

okay so at first, i never thought that this day would be as superb as it just proved to be. i never thought our school department could put up such a fun christmas party.

me and my blockmates were early in the concert venue which also happens to be a carnival of some sort. the day wasnt really that sunny; there were drizzles in between minutes and hours and at first it was okay. we were there since about three in the afternoon and we took some pictures on the bay side and registered ourselves for the party. later on we got bored and decided to roam around the big area. it was around five when some of our blockmates asked the people who operate the rides whether we could enjoy the caterpillar, and so we did! but during the ride, the sky decided to eradicate the small droplets and replaced it with legit raindrops that made us look like wet chickens.  then next, we went to experience the thrill of the lantern ferris wheel. though still with little people around, the show decided to start with some production numbers from our department's talent circle and later on, the battle of the bands started. some of our friends were part of the first presenter, both vocals and the bassist, the other two were just acquaintances. the one who caught the people's attention was the drummer. and he looked a bit familiar to me, but then i just shrugged and rocked with my blockmates. when the grey sky turned a bit bluish, aden, earl and i went to a booth to buy some food. we saw a common friend there. and my crush. both are ex-blockmates, we said hi to them and talked a little and i was just there, not making everything obvious.

then suddenly, the rain poured. really hard. i was the only one in my umbrella so the common friend leaped to join me. crush decided to hangout in the small shade after some time but then the droplets went gaga so he placed himself under the umbrella and held it. oh gosh this was when the awkwardness i felt started ... we were so close and i couldnt just look up because he was right there so i just faced away while leaning to the back of our common friend because the expression on my face is already asdfghjkl and my feels is at its maximum. sigh. but there were moments when i also gazed upon his direction like everything that was happening didnt affect me i mean i had to act normal. until the rain eventually realized i had enough so it slowed down and we had our meal after the long wait but i wasnt able to eat well because of my feels and how icky it was so i gave it to earl and bought some donuts with leo.

then, we proceeded with the rides again. i dunno what the first one was called but it got me real dizzy for trying it two times. then next we headed for the open ferris wheel that i never really wanna try but since i was in an ecstatic mood, i surprisingly did. i screamed so hard my throat hurt when i got home that night.

next, we felt like the people are gathering around the stage area so we returned. we were standing near the group of "cool guys" which included my crush, the drummer dude from battle of the bands earlier, and my for my blockmates. we got so hyped to meet drummerboy in the crowd and i realized i was right with the notion that ive seen him before since i sat in the same table as him when i attended a former blockmate's 18th birthday but that time i didnt pay attention to him because there was this another cute guy. anyway, my girl blockmates took a pic with him and ofcourse so did i. but as always, i felt a bit awkward when his hand found its way on my shoulder i mean gaaah ive never been like this with any guy except for bruce and earl and some few who are just friends with me and its just so asdfghjkl. i shied away a little but tried to keep my composure anyway.

another crazy idea went up with girl blockmates so they decided to take a pic with my crush this time and it was crazier because they were teasing me and it was so embarrassing and all i was thinkin was how they're making it obvious i mean its okay that everybody would know how much my eyes are fond of him, but not him. so it was really awkward cause they were all "yeeeeeee" and i cant help but you know, act as if i really have a crush on him. which is kinda true. so yea, we took the picture and my lifeline stayed flat for about 5 seconds. and when gloc-9 was performing, i was standing near his back and i just kept on staring because its  weird and its what i do best. i enjoyed rawkin out with the band even when im not all familiar with the songs they sang. they're guitarist looks cute btw.

the show ended about nine. we stayed a bit and later on, lonz, andrea, and me took the school bus for our ride home.

even when my body was aching and my sandals were covered with wet grass and mud, i sat on the bus seat with a smiley face.

rode the ferris wheel twice with earl!
yep, our friendship is so sweet my nonexistent boyfie is jealous

with drummer boy

uhmm yea

-geianne

okay

its been awhile eh, and ive got nothing really interesting to tell you right now bloggy. everything is just okay. second sem seems okay.  im still in the same block as i was before so i guess that's okay. and well life in my new dorm is just okay. okay is not good enough, but bearable.

oh, my tradition of having a new crush to secretly fan girl every semester has been cut off as of now
since i am with the same people. and the one i consider as a supplement for my sight in the past few months isnt in the same class as mine anymore. and ive got no one to blame except for my carelessness. its good that he actually said hi to me again when i thought he'd never say a word during the first week after sembreak. it happened before accounting class, when all of us are already in our seats and he entered the room and chatted with his friends and i tried to avoid to look on his direction so i just rested my face into the table and when i looked up, he was facing my direction, sitting on chair, just a table away from mine. he called my name and said something about how he didnt notice me at first because of my new hair, which is now a bit shorter, and boringly straight. i got really awkward that my eyes popped out and my jaw almost fell to the ground but i immediately gathered myself and just smiled and went back to my sleepy position. but i was so guilty that i took my phone and texted him 'sorry' again and afterwards, when i spied him looking at his mobile, he looked at me and smiled that gorgeous smile and walked into my seat and told me he's "okay" with his classes right now since he could now join his bestfriends and smiled again and.. that's how it went. so we're okay.

right now im typing this post at the upper bunk of me and my room mates' doubled deck. im silently typing this thingy and she's trying to put on some moisturiser on her face and we dont actually talk to each other unless one of us would stroll out or that how she'd always remind me not to lock the door when she goes out at night and returns about three hours later. ive got no new friends here. well maybe some acquaintances of guy dormmates who just talked to me because i think they were amused of how i fan girl towards Gino, a lead character of the show i watch everynight which was portrayed by Daniel Padilla, whom, i must admit, has been the ones, whove been giving me butterflies in my stomach these past months. so yea, they tease me and i know 3-4 names of those guys but nothing more.

oh yea, and i watched Breaking Dawn part 2 with my former roommate, Andrea. the movie really surprised me a lot and the moment we went out of the movie theatre, my feeels about how happy i was that Twilight Saga was my first ever novel experience cannot be contained. Also, i watched 4/7 inlove with Jezrah, though i was kinda having fever due to my tonsillitis by that time, i screamed really loud whenever DJ would show up in the big screen.

update you soon, bloggy.

felt like taking lots of pictures of myself days ago, hence, this.

-geianne

creyys

my short vacation in our lil hometown was a blurr. im back here in the big city just this morning. cant update you as often, bloggy. dont have any wifi connection in the new dorm im living. cant fan girl as much either.

-geianne

NVM i'll find someone like you

I still remember the very first time I had a proper encounter with you; it was on a Thursday night after our short class in Logic when I was heading to the main stairs, looking for my new found friends to back me up with my PE attire against the chances of me being scolded by the guards about the uniform policy. You were walking with a friend at that moment and I was just supposed to carry on when you suddenly smiled and bade me goodbye. I was obviously puzzled at that moment but I replied and attempted to look as if there wasn’t a pandemonium of butterflies inside my stomach. You see, though we were in the same class, I never expected to have any involvement with you other than the possibilities of us being grouped together in a future activity in where you would hand me glue and never talk to me like ever. Never did I think I had the chance to know the one my eyes had been very fond of since the very first day; not since I mouthed you the wrong answer when our Prof asked you about a certain question about a certain point a line lies in the Cartesian plane; I never really thought you had the intentions of knowing me after that little misfortune in calculus class. But you did.

We had our little talks even when I try not to sound too interested to mask the giddiness I felt whenever I was around you. I had to keep my cool to not bring awkwardness and maintain the new friendship. But I won’t deny I almost felt hopeful when you sat with me at the back of the classroom during our not-so-favorite subject. And when we were at a friend’s house and you found out about Michael Buble’s Everything in my phone’s playlist and how we sang with it like its our secret song. Or was I the only one who gave it a special something? Well, who was I kidding anyway, I would never have a chance with your cute boyish smile and smoldering glances. I planted my feet strongly on the ground to not get swept away.

I was getting used to it even during our classes ended. On the future scenarios, I imagined that my eyes will still be doting on to you even when we would pass by on each other on the hallways and then you’d smile at me, but no, as dramatic as it sounds, fate is too selfish to let me be friends with you. Or was it me and my clumsy hands? Lucky I was that you took my evaluation for me and I was able to enroll myself this semester, but a mischief to you when we found out I was the reason why you lack a grade in a certain subject because I happen to forget to write your name, you of all people, in a project you worked so hard to finish. Such an epic little mishap and for long it would be in my conscience. I apologized and sent you a text message but I clearly understood how it went. Now I bade for your sweet smile and our little talks and my small hope and the earned friendship. Funny how we were brought to where the story really started--your misfortune and my embarrassment.


-geianne

sudden questions and frustrations

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-geianne

the band of my teeny bopper days

Okay, so amidst of the problems that’s going on with my life right now, I’m still trying to grab every opportunity to enjoy life, so when I heard that the Jonas Brothers, the band of my teeny bopper,  days was going to have their concert here in cebu, classifying my feelings as a form of excitement was a major understatement. I was very desperate to have the ticket and so I bought it. nope, unfortunately, I was not so fortunate with my monthly allowance so I just got the bronze ticket f magmag who was also a fan of my band.

Oct. 20, 2012 came, the day of the concert. Era and I decided to go to the venue for like as early as 3:00pm so that we could snoop around for the happenings in Waterfront. Of course the hotel was huge and we took some pictures in the lobby and even in the comfort room while waiting for the Jonas Brothers to arrive, but we became hopeless when there was actually no sign of the brothers yet so by 5pm we decided to line up for the opening of the door that would lead us to see the concert.

Needless to say, there were lots of people who lined up with us; kids, teenagers, and there were even moms who were chaperoning them and using their motherly powers to get their children on the lines first. A lot was pissed and hungry (especially me) during the whole wait but the suffering ended when the concert doors officially opened at like 8:30-ish pm.

Era and I found our places in the balcony, enough to see the figures of the local musicians doing the semi-opening number. Later on, Anna Maria Perez de Tagle, the girl buddy of the main antagonist in Camp Rock did the real opening number. I know she’s a Filipina but I was kinda shocked when I heard her speak Tagalog and also sang OPM songs like First Romance, Torete, and Hinahanap-hanap Kita. It was almost 10pm and after singing her two self-composed songs, she officially called out the Jonas Brothers and everyone in the place was chanting “Jonas! Jonas! Jonas!” and I was just there beside Era, and all I could ever think was ‘oh gosh oh gosh im gonna see the band of my teeny bopper days! Right here, right now, at this very moment’.

The dimmed lights turned bright and Nick, Joe, and Kevin came out of the stage oh gosh I still cant believe im typing my Jonas brothers concert experience oh gosh yea, they came out of the stage and I saw them came out of the stage right before my eyes, even when they’re not that close to me, but still they are breathing the air I was breathing it made me feel so ASDFSKDFSADFJSD! The crowd went crazy and I don’t know whether they greeted us or they directly sang When You Look Me In The Eyes, because that certain time, I was in my own world, thinking how many times I’ve abused the replay button of the WYLMITE music video and how many hours ive spent on Disney Channel just to catch that music video and how many times I’ve listened at it in their self-title album which I have, is now performed by them live, infront of me. Like in those years, ofcourse I had daydreams of watching them personally but ive always known I have no chance I mean, just come to think of it, they are living in Hollywood and im just here in the other side of the globe wishing for them and that I thought that’d always be my status but no, because at that moment, I was seeing them live. You know that feeling where you just go numb and you cant even let your tears escape even when you’re drowned out by a certain emotion? We usually feel it when we’re overly depressed over something, but last night was the complete opposite. Like my tears were at the tip of my lids but I was just too filled with happiness and excitement that I cant feel any other emotions at all! And at the second part of WYLMITE I was able to come back to my senses and I sang along with them and the feeling was just soooo amaaaazing!

The Jonas Brothers sang a lot of songs in which the crowd didn’t know about, in which I happen to know by heart! I thought I already forgot the lyrics but when they played it I was able to sing it on the top of my lungs that ive received looks from the girls beside me and Era but then too bad that time I didn’t care if I looked like an idiot or that you guys didn’t know the songs that made me fan girl over them throughout the years!
Some of the songs they performed were:

Hold On – they kinda used a different tune in this one almost didn’t recognize it!

That’s Just the Way We Roll – after singing this song I felt like ive lost 75% of my voice!

Give Love A Try - I love how they were able to include it even when it was from their show J.O.N.A.S. (nick’s song for Penny) I was crazy over this song and my bb sang it perfectly.

Turn Right - I could still hear the echoes of Joe’s voice singing its chorus, its like what I watched in their concert videos and I heard it live and he sang it ahmazing!

Fly With Me – I can still remember the way sang “peter pan and wendy turned out fine..”

Still In Love With You - I cant believe I was able to hear these parts, live: “We had fun under the sun, and when winter came she’d be my angel, we were so inlove..” and “I don’t know what hurts worse baby, seeing you with him or being alone on my own; I know he doesn’t love you baby not like I did oh what’s the point, you’re not listenin”, ive been replaying that part in their videos and CD over and over and nick’s voice is just so shmexy, they sing it good even when live. just exactly like in the cd oh gosh except that it was live oh gosh.

Hello Beautiful – it was just sooo perfect like a thousand times than in the album srsly I cant even asdfghjkl especially when Nick replaced “California” with “Cebu”, so it went like “Hello Beautiful, how’s going? I hear its wonderful in Cebu..”

I Gotta Find You
Much Better
Who I Am
BB Good
Goodnight and Goodbye

They also sang:
We Found Love by Rihanna
We Are Young by Fun.

And their new songs:
Let’s Go
First Time – where kevin has actually a part in singing it loud!
Wedding Bells - a personal song written by nick dedicated to somebody whom we pretend we do not know of even when we do

And ofcourse their famous hits in which the crowd really enjoyed singing:
When You Look Me In The Eyes - like I said earlier, not in a million year ive thought I would hear them and see them perform this live! Ive tell you about my emotions over this song already!

Paranoid – heard them play this one during soundcheck even when we were still outside the concert doors haha

LoveBug – the crowd knew the lyrics by heart so Joe was like letting us sing especially when in the chorus. Hnnngz nick’s voice when he started singing “Called you for the first time yesterday…” and when joe sang the first “now im speechless, over the edge and just breathless..” and kevin was rockin his guitar during the rock acoustic part urghhh

SOS – this was like the first song that JB was recognized for and everybody was just rockin out while singing this one then after, clever band left us out for a few minutes, letting us chant “we want more! We want more!” A lot actually thought it was the final song and some of them were heading out already and then I was like “no that’s not possible they didn’t sing the ‘im hot, you’re cold..’” and then the jobros went up to the stage singing Burnin up rockin the venue once again.

Burnin Up – hot hot hot I tell you! Especially when they returned on stage and sang this immediately and everybody was just like slippin into the lava and burnin up. My ears went crazy when in the middle of the song nick was like “c’mon girl..” and how he pronounce the word ‘baby’ like ‘babeyy’.

I wasn’t able to remember if this was all of it because there were times I zoned out in the plasma screen then to their figures then to the plasma screen again, then back to their singing figures once again, especially at nick because its like I tweet to him and I’m always joking like he’s going to be the father of my kids and I just cant believe that it was actually nick jonas standing before my eyes and inside my head I was like ‘that’s really nick jonas’ and then I tell era something like ‘that’s really nick jonas’ and she was also like ‘yea, that’s really nick Jonas.’ Oh gosh.

Asdfghjkl ofcourse and ive seen the famous Jonas Brothers pose where they place joe in the middle then nick and kevin would be both rockin out their guitars and then they walk together a little and they make history by doing it and that it was beyond words to see it live! After making the crowd heat up with their last song they did their roll calls and just immediately left and still left the crowds wanting for more and im just soooo happy I the amount of my ticket wasn’t actually wasted!

After that, Era and I went to the lower box and took pictures and finally grabbed our dinner at mcdonald’s while I was also using the privilege to connect to their public wifi to tweet out my feelings. We decided to go home at like 12:30am after eating and hailed a taxi and until now my inner fan girl is screaming that it was one of the best nights of my life!

-geianne (Typed in MS Word Oct. 22, 2012)

31-day drabbles

Hey there bloggy, How’s it been? I know its been months since ive last updated you. Life just kinda caught up you know--school, people, friends and family. With lots of drama involved. There’d been unforgettable moments during those whirlwind of everyday happenings in my life ofcourse, some were happy, some were just really dreadful. These past few weeks, im experiencing the latter. It started out with my parents’ phone call just after my departmental exam in accounting. (yup, we’re currently having our semestral break and its not supposed to be stressful but to me, it is. It really is.) so anyway, aside from the fact that I consider phone calls as one of the major hassles in life one person could encounter daily, (I appreciate the essence of telephones but really, hearing the voice from another line is just awkward and annoying, especially if its not really as important like me letting them buy food or any other requests made by yours truly. Maybe its also connected to the fact that I don’t like it when people just talk and talk and talk without seeing them act upon it or I don’t know, im not just into phone calls.) anyway, as ive typed earlier, I have no fondness in phone calls and my mom and dad telling me to stop my studies due to some financial crap certainly didn’t help me like it. Though ive been posting what-its about how I dislike school very much and that academic activities make my life less appealing than it actually is, nobody wants to not get a diploma and graduate. So while my dad was in the middle of his epic explanation I immediately cut the call in proceeded to the cinema to watch a movie (courtesy of my good blockmate leo, who paid for like 18 movie suckers like me). Though the movie was actually fun and I was able to laugh out loud with it, it wasn’t able to take away my problem so later on, when the day ended, I became a lot more problematic. After like a day of deciding I wouldn’t quit school no matter what happens because im supposed to be a stubborn stubborn child, I sent my mom some very-direct and not-so-nice textmessages, (which I assume she also forwarded to my dad), they made a compromise in which I sort of agreed at, too—to lessen my study load this second semester and to find another dormitory with a lesser monthly rate. So here I am, in a little room for two, on top deck (well, im currently typing this in the lower bunk since my roommate, whom I haven’t met yet, has been in her hometown ever since ive transferred), with no wifi connection (which means I wont be able express my daily fan girling an more towards my local celebrity crush who has been my source of daily joy these past few months), no air conditioning system (right now, my sinusitis is starting to show up once again, urgh) with a lesser space and a public comfort room. I am really very depressed about my situation but hey, beggars cant be choosers. And I’ve strived this kind of living when I was still in my first year in college, same semester. (oh gosh, I have this feeling that 2nd semesters are not just charms in my life).  

Okay, as much as I’d like to rant about how unfortunate I am so that incase a good-looking rich business man with the same age as mine would stumble here, he might ask my hands in marriage and take away all of my sadness, I dont wanna dwell on the depressing events. Hence, here are photographs that represent the fun side of my life. 

This was when our career guidance seminar in USC south campus.

This photograph was taken the afternoon after the career guidance seminar, when andrea transferred to my former dorm to be roommates with me. Our friends helped us vacate her stuffs, which was like a lot. Later that night, she treated us at Mang Inasal for dinner. Though she talks a lot more than the usual amount of talks im used too when inside the room, she was fun to be with.

Moments of vanity during our free time! With Julie, Mabeth, and Christ.

A pose with some of my blockmates during PE.

Though its just a pic of Double Chocolate smoothie from Coffee bean, this was a representation of a fun gossip night with friends with one guy blockmate on the hot seat. Kim has the picture of the people in her BB.

During our last class in A503 with our teacher, Ms. Soria. Team  BSAct-Block C (1st Sem) 2012-2012. Im happy with this group of people even when my grades right now in rolling in the deep. (Oh gosh I don’t even know if im gonna pass all of my subjects this sem.)

YEP! I watched the band of my teenie bopper days! Imma tell you about the whole experience in a separate special update! Eeeep! Got the ticket from Magmag during the submission of our paper in literature, after a sleepless night!

Our friends usually visit us in our room and it had been terrific until one day, the owner who just came back from the US, I think, stopped us from our tracks when we were still about to get in the elevator and asked us for additional payment to whoever would wanna hang out in the room. Bummer.

Right after our departmentals in AC503.

Us excited for Leo’s movie treat!

At J Center Mall. This was after Kim’s Birthday treat in Mattias. Some of my blockamtes decided to watch movies and some of us (Andrea, Mabeth, Earl, and I) snuck out early to play Kinect and sing at Song Hits hehe.

There was also this unforgettable project we have for our CAT500 in which we made a video about information technology, and I was grouped with awesome people and my crush! I was able to know him better because of it and he was nice playful andand and maybe, he’d be one of those guys id be forever enchanted meeting with. His eyes are just so captivating and his smile is really cute and I like staring at him and that’s it, there’s nothing more and just im happy. We had our moments like:

-When we were talking in Wrocklage after our PE class and I asked him whom he wanna end up with in our lil production and he said he’d rather have the director instead (and guess who the director was. Hahaha. psssh.)
-And when we were talking about how I wouldn’t easily say yes if a guy I like would court me then he asked “What if it was me?”.
-And when he was changing his shirt during our video shoot and the door was kinda open and there was this mirror which let me actually see a bit of him and I just zoned out and he peeked in the mirror and saw me looking at him while he was about to change his clothes and he was like “imma close this cause geianne is glancing at me.”
-And when we were having our snack after we did our group project in PE and he while he was looking around I snatched a bit of his food and he caught me.

Those times left me speechless.  And during our last class in our last subject, even when we were having our exam, I spent more time staring at his back than thinking whether the answers I have were correct cause I doubt we’d still be classmates on the next sem. LOL. Hence, Im publicly gonna announce that im going to dedicate Sparks Fly by Taylor Swift and Everything by Michael Buble to him (the latter is our common fave song.)  No one reads these posts anyway. I was supposed to post a blurred picture of him, which I personally took when he was semi-dozing off in the jeep after filming our project, here but then the .jpg file was corrupted. Like seriously. And nope, I don’t wanna steal photos from his facebook. Haha


-geianne (Typed in MS Word Oct. 21, 2012)

oblivious

"I'll sit next to you and pretend that I'm not hopelessly inlove." (picturequote from tumblr)

-geianne

month-long

whooo its been a month since ive last wrote something here.. well, bloggy, let's just say that things were catching up. i was busy with all the school work (though my grades wouldnt show but still, hey, i try), and... my tardiness was also trying to race with everything else in this moving world. other than those, lots of happy and important moments happened, ofcourse im gonna write a list of 'em here and some pictures, for you to not lost track in this adventure-filled life of mine. yep, that's self proclaimed ;)

this was when i wont home late. no, scratch that one. this was when i went home early in the morning and was out of my dorm for like 13 hrs (from 6pm to 7am), for the very first time. wanwan, our schoolmate, who migrated to the US when we were still sophomores, decided to visit the Philippines and toured the places where we went for our colleges to hang out with us on her summer vacation. so yea, together with our highschool chums, we visited a comedy and even saw a local celeb on our way out. had some few drinks, went to fort san pedro to watch the sunrise and went home. glad to spend my first ever night-to-morning escapade!

this was at charles' place where we were supposed to be studying but played music, talked and had some nap instead.

after our midterm departmentals in accounting, which totally slapped my ass real hard i had a fun day with aden, kim, bianca, rubeth and mara at ayala.

took adventage of our intramurals week where we didnt have classes, and went home to surigao to see my fam who went home from the states! we had some quality time--from the immediate 2-hr town travel with mom the hour after i stepped down from the boat to welcome ninang in butuan and travelling back in our lil town in a totally packed van just after having our heavy lunch, the confirmation seminars, late night fam parties and the fun chitchats involving about boobies, and food, and My Little Ponies and the Perks of Being A Wallflower i have with my cousin Pye <3>

i also had my confirmation together with my cousin pye! sorry no pics, they havent uploaded it yet. lol. and, and, and, i attended wanwan's despidida party for her return to US. saw lots of my batchmates at the beach party and went home at like 2:30am. twas really unforgettable because lots of stuffs happened at the party in which i really didnt expect to kind of happen. and during our way home, almost encountered a little problem and almost witnessed a street fight between some guys (whom we jokingly shouted at on our happy home-trip) and wanwan's semi-drunk cousin who drove the car. the guys got pissed and threw rocks at the car and wanwan's cousin went down to like confront them and inside the car we were all freaking out and laughing at the same time that i cant explain the emotions. it was real unforgettable. i mean i never thought it'd happen. those stuffs only occur in books and movies. lol

this is me and some of my block mates having a fun time strolling around the mall after watching a school play. this was taken in a videoke room.

before singing returning to the gang to sing our lungs out, me, joy and beth decided to get some frappe at starbucks.

me with joy and kim at sunbursts ayala for dinner, talking about life and stuffs and joy's spoofs like 'hey, what time is the midnight sale?' lol. also saw a local celeb, kian cipriano performing that night.

plus, there were also some parts where i have to deal with accounting class and the problems of my analysis towards old and new crushes and actions and conclusions upon certain change of feelings to a minimum level. and right now, im happy with my job as a fan girl. so yeah...

-geianne

zombie week

while writing this entry, i am eating dinner in my bed, burger steak and spaghetti, with my earphones on. yep, im kind of eating a lot and just enjoying my moment. i missed this you know. after my week-long portrayal as a zombie as the result of my consequent late night report making. right now i really dont know how to put my story orderly, though there was academic torments, i consider the rest as superb. superb in moments with my crush, KV! and superb bonding experience with my blockmates.

schoolwork... power point presentations here and there and props preparation all over for our play in literature.. the whole thing made me laugh, cry, go all grumpy and get to know my blockmates a whole lot more--which was the up side of all the cramming moments. and when i say blockmates, a certain person is included. yes, him. crushy. ascjsdjcfjdkhhhngz. so here are my moments with him this week:
-we were groupmates in the play
-we paired for our math activity since my friends already had their partners and i was awkwardly looking for someone to pair up with and my friend suddenly asked him if he had a pair, now i dont know why he didnt had any so we randomly paired up.
-he checked my paper in our quiz in our religion subject and he kept on loudly asking our teacher about my wrong answers even when he knew it was wrong. lol why does this seem like a big stuff to me.
-the bench scene where my friend and i was singing, and out of the blue he just sat beside my friend, makin my friend's position in the middle of awkward me and awesome him. and then, this friend of mine stood up cause of i dont know what, and awkward me became a whole lot awkward. PS, my friends doesnt know of the existence of my infatuation towards the guy, ok. so anyway, my friends from another bench started playing this cheesy song.. moving closer by never the strangers and they were teasing us and the stupid guy acted like he was really movin towards me when the epic chorus came up and it was so zdfivjzfiojobijjvio but no, it can never be. beisdes the fact that he has a girlfriend whom he's still with for two years now, who would ever like me? im awkward.
-he teases me about my hair which he refers as a broom, as if his isnt.
-he bade me goodbye thursday night again.

too bad he wasnt in our friday night escapade because he had an IM convo with his special someone. i almost missed it too cause i was supposed to accompany my uncle and cousin from new york but due to bad weather, they went on our hometown directly. our friday night escapade happened because our block decided not to join the acquaintance party because it requires us to pay too much so we made our own fun and we werent disappointed. we met up at jollibee, went to the mall where the acquaintance was held just to look at some stuffs, played on the arcade, ate some barbecue and had karaoke at xing cafe. there were lots of picture taking ofcourse! now here are some:

-geianne

KV!

this day was disastrous and awesome at the same time. okay so im kinda exhausted to put all the details of my emotions here some im just gonna go straight with my point.

disastrous... because my of the test i took in my accounting class this morning which was like a real punch in the face, a peel on the skin and a slap on the butt. even thinking about it now makes me cringe.

awesome... because the test finally ended! even though our PE class was all about table tennis, i was able to fathom the whole PE period and learned how to 'serve' the pingpong ball! might sound lame for you but its a major progress for me! plus me and some friends played patentero at the tennis court after classes haha

AND A LOT MORE AWESOME BECAUSE... you see i have this guy classmate.
and my eyes are quite fond of looking at him during classes BUT im not admitting that i have this crush on him okay? so during our class in philosophy, i was ofcourse listening to our teacher and... also enjoying my view since he's sitting in the front part of the room (im not admitting anything. its just that i just like looking at him okay). soooo he's kinda friends with my close gal friends, but him and i? nope. you see, even when we're blockmates, i dont just slither my way towards guys whom i think my eyes like. i just sit there and bond with the whole class and not be biased about the fact that my sight is in favor of this someone. anyway, there are like two of these guys but im now a bit of friends with the other one (who speaks really fluently oh gosh his voice is so unf when he speaks chinese and english urgh). anyway. back with the guy whom we are originally talking about. so yea we're blockmates and bond like blockmates do--collectively. but we're still not friends, get it? so in our philo class, he caught me staring at him for like more than two times maybe and its so weird cause i just like avert my gaze to another person and just maybe laugh with my gal friends as if we're in a gossip and just pretend that im just staring at the wall behind him and not at him. so anyway, when the class was dismissed, i hopped of  our classroom immediately and when i was about to pass through our school hotel, i went back and looked for my friends. that's when  the time he and my other blockmate went down the stairs and i was about to just pass by and ignore him and not spare him a glance, he smiled and told me "bye geianne...", with a smiley face! the heck, how did he even know my nickname?! well ofcourse he heard when i introduced myself infront of the class during the first week of classes but why on earth did he just say that when we dont even recognize each other as blockmates even though we are!? why!? yea, so it took me a while to say something cause at first, i thought it was somebody else but no, it was really him who said it, and i wasnt sure if i was able to mutter "bye..." back.. all i remembered was that i waved back and that there was this goofy smile on my face and booom! happiness! but he has a girlfriend okay, i think i dont wanna ruin that... but cmon guys, juz let my eyes stare at him :')

eh, too bad i cant post about this on twittah. some of my current blockmates are following mehhh


-geianne

herry steyles

so yesterday night, i dreamed about making out with harry styles. no im not crazy about him. i'd choose zayn, niall and louis and liam and other more hot celebs before him, okay? i think what actually made me dream of him was this picture i reblogged on tumblr. (not because he's the one in it but because of the quality and the way the picture was edited. anyway i dont know how it was all connected.)


now what's weird about the whole dream was that it actually felt like i really kissed him in reality. i dunno though cause ive never had dreams of kissing anybody before. you know the feeling you have when you've just done something for the first time and when you try to rethink of it, the whole stuff is still so fresh you could still imagine how it felt, like you were transported back in the original time and setting except that you're just thinking it and you're in another time and setting? yea. cause i swear right now i think i know the feeling of what first kisses are like except that i didnt really did it in reality. i guess this dream would only be given justice when id have my first kiss in the future (or if id ever have one), and when not in my sleep; that would be the time id be able to identify whether what i felt in this dream is just a feeling of having first kisses in dreams or really real deal kissing that it could topple off real deal kisses.


yea i could write the descriptions of the whole scenario but it would be awkward for me to really state and put it here. errgh. and right now, whenever i see a picture of him, id never be able to look at him as ive had before. not in a lovey dovey way but in a sense when you shared a memorable something with somebody you just knew by name. creepy

-geianne

coping up

so despite of my accounting subject torturing us to death, me and my friends still find time to entertain ourselves and live. so here are awesome pictures of me and some of my blockmates trying to push away stress.

(monday) movie marathon at charleyy's:

(wedensday) goofin at the school garden:

(thursday) burger munchin day at mcdo:

(friday) ayala night stroll and food splurge at maxx's:

 

and in between those times are my moments of PMS. i guess you dont want to see pictures of me being all grumpy cause i dont have one and it wouldnt be pleasing to the eyes. lol

-geianne