hey old friend

ah, the smell of my blogspot.. i miss this. i havent been here for a while.

honestly? i have been tweeting and tumblr-ing and well, doing facebook.
sorry for that, taking you for granted and all.. you cant blame me, i bet there's nobody checking this post.. i feel bad you know, we have been together all along sharing secrets yet here i am, blabbing about how you've made me feel unsatisfied. its selfish of me, i know.. but i cant just throw you out of existence, cause see, here i am, im making it up. im trying to. i hope you you'll consider this little effort of mine.

blogspot, i have been very busy. my senior life has been worse. yes i have found bits of what i call "fun" and "living", but fulfillment? not a single piece of print. im sorry for telling you this after all what i have just said earlier.. but i've got noone, so pls be patient about me. mundane stuffs has been well; progressing but not changing, my effort wrapped in invisibility force shield--still oblivious with my family, my friends doing all those unlikely glares (which i would be more comfortable if we would not hold of that topic) and ofcourse the rush of the school activities. but its not all that. i have been also fond of people making me all comfortable, like they accept me for who i am--i hope im not wrong about them though--like entitling all my trust with them. oh, i have been reading novels too, oh yes. and yea besides doing projects.. nothing more.

you see, im not that kind of girl who walks around the city cuddling with strange guys because 1.) it isnt really my nature and you, yourself know that, 2.) my life involving boys, is still not progressing (uhuh. ever since 1994 which i would have to mention, the year that i was born.) err, let's not open discussions about those. hush hush.

i know, i know, ive been a very big bummer for hinting on things but not spilling 'em all. know what bloggy? some matters are better left unsaid.

now thank you very much, old friend, im feeling a lil better now.

-geianne