i say hello, you say goodbye

days, weeks, months had passed, and several blog entries had been posted throughout my struggle in this college journey. at first it wasnt easy. well nobody said it would be, but as time goes by, though we cant really point it out, we feel change. i feel change. and i feel myself changing...

today is monday. and just like every other mondays that typical humans mostly dislike, this day brought out something, that made mondays' reputation a lot worse. why? today was our final exam for Accounting501 and i must admit the 100-item shiz kicked my ass. really hard.

but despite all what happened during that specific disaster in form of 5-page answer sheet, i also had some lil moments that made this monday a win-win.

i got to sit with my guy crushmate (lol shhhhh) during our test in business ad 11 which was quite okay, by the way. so while answering the exam i was smiling the whole time and though we sat beside eachother i hid my smiley face under my hair so yea! i was like basically trying to contain my laugh through out the exam. yes, eeeeep. now i feel like a giddy fan girl but whatever, i really feel like it anyway. plus he offered to make my assignment in religious education so... whoopty doopty doo!
(yea, a lot of things about this guy) now here are some examples of the reason behind my illogical fan-girling:
1.) he likes our girl classmate but idk why he keeps on putting up useless not-so-creative discussions with me.
2.) whenever i try to block him off he just laughs and tells me how much of a bitch i am and sometimes he gets all my wits stomped back to my face.
3.) i dont really know the reason why i try not to smile whenever he explains something to me. like in math.
4.) he told me about how he likes my voice (though i know it sucks but really, i appreciate the compliment. well, i try)
5.) he told me im pretty not just in picture-stuff-kind-of-way and i just shrugged it off
6.) i feel weird whenever he looks at me. (oh gosh)
7.) he smells good. he doesnt smell like all masculine hard but more like a sweet scent.
8.) he sits beside me whenever i feel like a loner during our natural science class (finally, the subject had done me something beneficial this time!)
9.) his eyelashes could make barbie jealous. i always tell him that and he just do nothing.. smile a bit maybe?
10.) the guy's got a pair of good hands. man, the way he draw and doodle things!

yea, that was the first (set of) reason. the second was that i feel myself warming up towards my classmates. this afternoon, when we were doing something in wrocklage (study area), they got so noisy and the sister-incharge confiscated our ID's and well, it was.. fun! we finished our projects and trailed on the security desk to ask the security guard for some directions on how to enter school tomorrow morning without our cards and had some really good laughs.

too bad that this monday also is the indication that our newly bonded friendship will soon face the challenge of saying goodbye this week since next semester, we wont be in the same blocks again.


-geianne