KV!

this day was disastrous and awesome at the same time. okay so im kinda exhausted to put all the details of my emotions here some im just gonna go straight with my point.

disastrous... because my of the test i took in my accounting class this morning which was like a real punch in the face, a peel on the skin and a slap on the butt. even thinking about it now makes me cringe.

awesome... because the test finally ended! even though our PE class was all about table tennis, i was able to fathom the whole PE period and learned how to 'serve' the pingpong ball! might sound lame for you but its a major progress for me! plus me and some friends played patentero at the tennis court after classes haha

AND A LOT MORE AWESOME BECAUSE... you see i have this guy classmate.
and my eyes are quite fond of looking at him during classes BUT im not admitting that i have this crush on him okay? so during our class in philosophy, i was ofcourse listening to our teacher and... also enjoying my view since he's sitting in the front part of the room (im not admitting anything. its just that i just like looking at him okay). soooo he's kinda friends with my close gal friends, but him and i? nope. you see, even when we're blockmates, i dont just slither my way towards guys whom i think my eyes like. i just sit there and bond with the whole class and not be biased about the fact that my sight is in favor of this someone. anyway, there are like two of these guys but im now a bit of friends with the other one (who speaks really fluently oh gosh his voice is so unf when he speaks chinese and english urgh). anyway. back with the guy whom we are originally talking about. so yea we're blockmates and bond like blockmates do--collectively. but we're still not friends, get it? so in our philo class, he caught me staring at him for like more than two times maybe and its so weird cause i just like avert my gaze to another person and just maybe laugh with my gal friends as if we're in a gossip and just pretend that im just staring at the wall behind him and not at him. so anyway, when the class was dismissed, i hopped of  our classroom immediately and when i was about to pass through our school hotel, i went back and looked for my friends. that's when  the time he and my other blockmate went down the stairs and i was about to just pass by and ignore him and not spare him a glance, he smiled and told me "bye geianne...", with a smiley face! the heck, how did he even know my nickname?! well ofcourse he heard when i introduced myself infront of the class during the first week of classes but why on earth did he just say that when we dont even recognize each other as blockmates even though we are!? why!? yea, so it took me a while to say something cause at first, i thought it was somebody else but no, it was really him who said it, and i wasnt sure if i was able to mutter "bye..." back.. all i remembered was that i waved back and that there was this goofy smile on my face and booom! happiness! but he has a girlfriend okay, i think i dont wanna ruin that... but cmon guys, juz let my eyes stare at him :')

eh, too bad i cant post about this on twittah. some of my current blockmates are following mehhh


-geianne