angelicmadness: superb

okay so at first, i never thought that this day would be as superb as it just proved to be. i never thought our school department could put up such a fun christmas party.

me and my blockmates were early in the concert venue which also happens to be a carnival of some sort. the day wasnt really that sunny; there were drizzles in between minutes and hours and at first it was okay. we were there since about three in the afternoon and we took some pictures on the bay side and registered ourselves for the party. later on we got bored and decided to roam around the big area. it was around five when some of our blockmates asked the people who operate the rides whether we could enjoy the caterpillar, and so we did! but during the ride, the sky decided to eradicate the small droplets and replaced it with legit raindrops that made us look like wet chickens. then next, we went to experience the thrill of the lantern ferris wheel. though still with little people around, the show decided to start with some production numbers from our department's talent circle and later on, the battle of the bands started. some of our friends were part of the first presenter, both vocals and the bassist, the other two were just acquaintances. the one who caught the people's attention was the drummer. and he looked a bit familiar to me, but then i just shrugged and rocked with my blockmates. when the grey sky turned a bit bluish, aden, earl and i went to a booth to buy some food. we saw a common friend there. and my crush. both are ex-blockmates, we said hi to them and talked a little and i was just there, not making everything obvious.

then suddenly, the rain poured. really hard. i was the only one in my umbrella so the common friend leaped to join me. crush decided to hangout in the small shade after some time but then the droplets went gaga so he placed himself under the umbrella and held it. oh gosh this was when the awkwardness i felt started ... we were so close and i couldnt just look up because he was right there so i just faced away while leaning to the back of our common friend because the expression on my face is already asdfghjkl and my feels is at its maximum. sigh. but there were moments when i also gazed upon his direction like everything that was happening didnt affect me i mean i had to act normal. until the rain eventually realized i had enough so it slowed down and we had our meal after the long wait but i wasnt able to eat well because of my feels and how icky it was so i gave it to earl and bought some donuts with leo.

then, we proceeded with the rides again. i dunno what the first one was called but it got me real dizzy for trying it two times. then next we headed for the open ferris wheel that i never really wanna try but since i was in an ecstatic mood, i surprisingly did. i screamed so hard my throat hurt when i got home that night.

next, we felt like the people are gathering around the stage area so we returned. we were standing near the group of "cool guys" which included my crush, the drummer dude from battle of the bands earlier, and my for my blockmates. we got so hyped to meet drummerboy in the crowd and i realized i was right with the notion that ive seen him before since i sat in the same table as him when i attended a former blockmate's 18th birthday but that time i didnt pay attention to him because there was this another cute guy. anyway, my girl blockmates took a pic with him and ofcourse so did i. but as always, i felt a bit awkward when his hand found its way on my shoulder i mean gaaah ive never been like this with any guy except for bruce and earl and some few who are just friends with me and its just so asdfghjkl. i shied away a little but tried to keep my composure anyway.

another crazy idea went up with girl blockmates so they decided to take a pic with my crush this time and it was crazier because they were teasing me and it was so embarrassing and all i was thinkin was how they're making it obvious i mean its okay that everybody would know how much my eyes are fond of him, but not him. so it was really awkward cause they were all "yeeeeeee" and i cant help but you know, act as if i really have a crush on him. which is kinda true. so yea, we took the picture and my lifeline stayed flat for about 5 seconds. and when gloc-9 was performing, i was standing near his back and i just kept on staring because its weird and its what i do best. i enjoyed rawkin out with the band even when im not all familiar with the songs they sang. they're guitarist looks cute btw.

the show ended about nine. we stayed a bit and later on, lonz, andrea, and me took the school bus for our ride home.

even when my body was aching and my sandals were covered with wet grass and mud, i sat on the bus seat with a smiley face.