december 23, 2009

hohoho!! one more midnight to go and merry christmas to you!!
no im not santa, just pretending. haha

well, its like one/two more days more to go till we celebrate the most wonderful and joyful season of all times, but im still not feeling it. i dont know what's with me but i think lots of schoool homework and activities are putting me into pressure. i think they're trying to lull me into such weakness. i hate to think about my classmates pressuring me to do this (the script) and to do thatt (the filming). all i want right now is to feel the presence of christmas, i know its there, somewhere, its still hidden in me, havent found the key yet, but i will try really hard to search for it. i hate myself for getting into this pool of works. i dont know what to accomplish first.
(zoology project, history project, rizal's play and props, movie script-shooting-props, my mom's never ending rant, my essay class' 5-chapter novel, and the self-fulfilment that i search for each)
im hopeless upon how to face all of them. Not until now that i have realized that the whole thing is putting me down and i dont like it. i have no one to help me except God and myself. im counting on both.. (thank you for reading)

i know i can do this.


love--geianne