nostalgia

the moment i fluttered my eyes open at this very day was 45minutes past 12--my usual wake up schedule. there was nothing new except for the realization that today is the day where some of my highschool chums are going to have their first day as college students.

i immediately flipped my phone and read their group messages, each one never lacking with hints of excitement and nervousness. i felt giddy while my eyes went through every word but at the same time, my heart sank.

All i could recall was the feeling of first days ive spent with them in my four years of higschool. the smile on their faces whenever we're already inside our cozy little classrooms preparing for the first subject. the funny conversations and the things we agree with. or the times when we roam around the school without failing to be caught by our school principal. or the times we check our neighboring mates in different rooms whenever our teacher is out. the feel of the sunshine peeking through our glass windows, blinding me and my table buddies. the moments where my classmates listen intently to our teachers blabbings as i look around observing their serious faces. those moments when i write too slow and our teacher is impatiently getting out of our learning box while my friends cheer me to write as fast as i could with their faces all scrounged as if they're the one experiencing my agony... *sigh* those are just a few of those moments i treasure. and i guess those times will never happen again, will they?

i think all i have to do now is recall.


-geianne