the night i almost murdered my three best friends

not literally. im now in a state of regretting the action for not doing it. they did not entirely own the big fat fault; just the bits. hah! i think they just screwed up my life for me. but no, i'll try to own the mischief. it wont happen anyway if i wasnt too much of a lousy chicken.

you want the story? here goes the boom boom.

wait. breathe in, breathe out.

ugh, bloggy! this is sooo not helping! y'know i wanna tell you everything but its difficult for me right now; i cant even comprehend what's happening inside my brain! my damn emotions are still jammed up! i dont know. i dont know. i dont know!

one deep breath.

okay, i was happily having a great day with those three eggheads (lol jk, i love them and i am friends with them; its just that i kinda view the name given as an appropriate description for them right now) until we decided to ambush somebody and tell that someone something and tadddda! my night was in complete doom.

the summary above isnt even a summery okay? im just trying to drink in the events that happened in this almost-perfect evening. You wanna ask me what i did? hmm. I MADE A COMPLETE FOOL OF MYSELF and everything went TUUUUUUGSH!

i hope you're satisfied with that already cause right now i wanna clear my mind up, enjoy the midnight, and read some fanfictions, maybe. i dont wanna talk about this anymore.

-geianne